I am very stressed about the packing and preparations that have to be made to get us ready to move. I have no enthusiasm. It's like all the joy has been sucked out of me. I am plagued by fears that we will get to Redding and things will be worse than they are here financially. I'm afraid that we won't be able to get an apartment/house because of our poor credit and sketchy job situations. I'm afraid that I won't find enough work to pay our bills each month. All this fear. I don't want it, but I can't seem to break through it on my own.
I feel so desperate to be gone from here. I know that if I stay in this desperate place I will miss what God is trying to show me while we are waiting for Him to open the doors. It feels like there are so many loose ends here that I don't have any idea how to tie up, and there are so many things clamoring for my attention and I don't know how to prioritize anything properly. Anyway, this is my desperate cry for help here!"
|Cords of Human Kindness|
|We All Need Friends|